being unloved

diabolical
metaphorical
love
being stupid
being loud,
being unloved.

i am so unmatching,
as simple as hatching,
as low as above.
i'm being a riddle,
i'm being - not fiddle, but -
fiddling with words
like with sounds to pair.
and being unable
to call the technician
and ask for repair;
too many 'being', but i,
stupid being,
just wanted a voice.
lured foreign language,
applied as a bandage,
not having a choice.
my simple rhyming is
sign of a signing
a contract with things,
hoping that that Rumi's reed eventually sings
i am so poor and so rich,
so low and above,

finding the perfect sense
of being unloved.

Руми - персидский поэт-суфий XIII века. Однажды в лекции Олега Альбертовича Донских прозвучало перифразом Руми: "Почему тростниковая флейта поет так печально? Потому что в её песне тоска по целому тростнику".

И это, конечно же, не только о флейте.