funda(mentally)

People can't be
fundamentally good or bad.
And maybe
she was a punk
and he did ballet,
I thought
i was seeing blue,
and you're saying red.

I wanted to say so much but I've done so little
My heart is a burst of sparkling sprinkles and glitter,
A catastrophy bomb,
A small insignificant critter.

But a girl
can be a warrior to,
that's you need to know
I have something inside me that i think i wanna show.
In my womb there's a fish
And she's dying when
i'm seeing snow.

And maybe i'm not made for you, but i'm choosing you
i don't know the truth, but i'm trying being the truth...
and, you know,
i AM both a punk
and i am a ballet

but why
it's so hard to believe
that i'm not

fundamentally bad?